23.May.25

Hobby guilt

I feel super guilty about flip flopping between hobbies. Like, whenever I move onto the next I feel like i've wasted time, money, energy even tho I know eventually I will return to the hobby. I've always been a creative person, so I have felt this way since I was a little kid. But, I didn't have adult money then so I only stuck to hobbies that I could afford with the little money I saved.

I think I probaly have something up with me. My mum keeps telling me that her and I have ADHD but I am highly doubtful because my lovely mum has unfortunatly been sucked into into the wild west of facebook reels.

Anyways...
I feel weirdly guilty about the whole hobby thing. I only spend a day to maybe a month if i'm lucky, super into something but then I loose total interest, get sad, have a big cry and or a mini mental breakdown and then I move on to the next thing. I think the guilt comes from feeling like if I just put more time into it, I would become super good at the said hobby but then I always move on. So, I am adverage at many random things which makes me feel super un-interesting. Like, so many people are insanely talented and great at certain things but i'm just adverage at many. The whole jack of all trades is a master of none saying. I cannot just stick to ONE thing tho, I get so resentful of it. I know this cause I do this all the time. I start businesses, get bored and then start a new business. It makes me feel like such a failure...

19.May.25

The end is near...


I have completed everything in the Hello kitty's island adventure update, completed all the after story, nearly have gotten all steam achiements and I am starting to forget to play hello kitty daily. I think I might stop after I get the last acheivement...

01.May.25

Hello kitty's island adventure has had a big update...


This will be me for the next week or two

21.Apr.25

Journal pages from Feb- Apr

11.Feb.25

🎀Hello Kitty and AI Girlie spiderman🎀

10.Feb.25

🎀

Still using all those random scraps

07.Feb.25

✨I hope you fall off a cliff✨

05.Feb.25

sad thing

02.Feb.25

More scraps and things


10.Dec.24

Scraps

Using old scraps to fill up pages instead of throwing stuff in the bin. I used to get gifted a ton of card making supplies when I was a kid and I have so much left over :'[

05.Dec.24

First page and back of the front cover

I used my stamp stickers I make in my shop with some of my circle and star stickers I make too. I think its Super cute! The other side is just like a information bit.